It Kind of Feels Like A lot Right Now

I’m not stressed. I don’t really get stressed, to the point where I remember vividly the last time I was. It was the end of April, I was taking finals, and also preparing for a big move to Orlando. I remember I was sitting at my desk staring at my computer screen thinking that the world was truly ending. I had 3 different jobs, GWU was trying to kick me out of the dorm one day before I needed to leave, and I had 3 papers and 2 finals left to take. To this day I have yet to feel that overwhelmed again. I don’t cry all that often but that day was seriously the lowest point of that entire year.

I am incredibly lucky now, I have a job that I love, friends that support me (even when they think I’m insane), and I go to my dream school in my dream city (and live in my dream apartment).

But even amidst all of that good, lately I have felt, for a lack of a better word, uninspired. It’s like all of these amazing things keep falling into place but I still feel like I’m missing something. That’s part of the reason why I took a week off from blogging, I thought I would come back recharged and maybe have something to say, but I am still not confident that I do.

I’ve always consider myself who does not wait for things to happen to me, I go out and do it myself.  I know I am not going to get out of this funk by sitting around and watching Grey’s Anatomy. So maybe if you are also in a funk you can join me this week in taking things into our own hands and snapping out of it!

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